Why did I let it get this far?
If I oculd go back, I would do everything so much differently.
I hate myself for doing this to myself.
I miss those days when everything was okay and I didn't have to try and hide it.
I really hope one day it all goes away.
I don't think I can live like this forever.
Everytime I look at it.
I just want to scream and cry!
It hurts so much. Everyday.
WHYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY?!
